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2009-11-25T02:18:19Z

ikalenn @ 2009-11-24T00:30:00

2009-11-23T23:30:59Z

I'm havin fun as I can xD

I decided to make my genealogical tree.
For now, sure, the Mom's side is FAR more developped than my biological father's one.
But anyhow, I found out fiew interesting stuff.

Like this story:

Sebastian B. (my great-great-grandpa) was just a poor dude, nothing more but the son of a farmer from Bubice (PL).
Unfortunatly, he fell in love with the countess of a Gilician teritory (an independant part of Spain... yes, another one u.u).
Of course, any of the young people never said a thing about this secret love.

A little time later, while the situation became more difficult and dangerous in Europe, and when the "American Dream" was on everyone's lips. Both of them decided to go to USA. But none of them knew the other lover took the same decision. They found themeselves back onboard the "Graf Waldersee" and understood they are finally free to be themeselves and to love each other if they wanted too.

Sebastian was 17 when they arrived in America, on 25 November 1904. He worked hard to make money he could bring back to Poland and help his familly. 3 years after their arrival, on 30 June 1907, Katarzyna and him got finally married. The girl changed her name so when they came back to Europe, she has no more responsabilities as none was able to say she came back. They bought a little mill and ended their life on working there, not too much though thanks to the money they earned in USA.

This is such a pretty story and exactly the reason WHY I'm making these research~

[repost from ameba]

Devious Journal Entry

2009-11-21T18:38:00Z

Phoenix pendant project 2 by ~Nat-Lia on deviantART

Second part of my phoenix pendant project.
Needless to say the last one is my favorite...

Devious Journal Entry

2009-11-16T22:55:40Z

Alice Nine - Tora portrait by ~Nat-Lia on deviantART

"No matter how much I practice, drawings of you won't ever be enough..."

Devious Journal Entry

2009-11-15T19:55:04Z

Phoenix pendant project by ~Nat-Lia on deviantART

I think I'll make 9999999999999999 sketches before I'll eventually make my mind xD

Meme

2009-11-09T21:49:03Z

001. Real name?
Natalia
002. Nickname(s)?
Nat-lia, Ikalenn, Cinder Phoenix, Kyu, Tigyaru
003. Zodiac sign?
Aquarius
004. Male or female?
Female
005. Elementary?
Dinant (Athenee Royal)
006. Middle School?
Fine Arts Academy (Namur)
007. High School?
HEAJ & FUND (Namur)
008. Hair color?
Dark ash blond
009. Long or short?
Short but slowly getting longer xD
010. Loud or Quiet?
Depends
011. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans
012. Phone or Camera?
Phone
013. Health freak?
Not really
014. Drink or Smoke?
Drink at times, yeah.
015. Do you have a crush on someone?
I do.
016. Eat or Drink?
Drink
017. Piercings?
Navel and ears
018. Tattoos?
Grrr not yet T____T

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane?
Yes
020. Been in a car accident?
Never
021. Been in a fist fight?
Yes

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing?
I was 16 I think.
023. First best friend?
A bitch. I'm not good with chosing my friends.
025. First award?
Fine Arts Academy ;p
026. First crush?
Vincent Valentine... does that count? xD
028. First big vacation?
Poland probably =.='

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to?
Mom
030. Last person you texted?
Roku
031. Last person you watched a movie with?
Che (no, not Che Gevara xD)
032. Last food you ate?
Chocolate bar xD
033. Last movie you watched?
Star Trek!!!! (it was excellent xD)
034. Last song you listened to?
"13" by Alice Nine
035. Last thing you bought?
A jacket
036. Last person you hugged?
I don't hugh people. So it probably was Givuss (my cat) or Yuna (my dog)

FAVES:
037. Food?
Italian, of course!
038. Drinks?
Amaretto, shunji, corona and fanta grape.
039. Clothing?
Shibuya 109 xD
040. Book?
Amelie Nothomb's books
041. Music?
Many. But my top 5 is: Zebrahead, Rise Against, the Offspring, vistlip and 30 Seconds to Mars
042. Flower?
Lilly from the valley, lillac and peonies
043. Colors?
Violet, grey, light pink and baby blue
044. Movies?
All Tim Burton's. My very favorite: "Edward Scissorhands".
045. Shoes?
Anything feminine, original and rock
046. Subjects?
Painting, drawing, history of art, french, sciences, philosophy and music .

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. ☐ kissed in the snow
048. ☑ celebrated Halloween
049. ☑ had your heart broken
050. ☑ went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. ☑ someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. ☐ came out of the closet
053. ☐ gotten pregnant
054. ☐ had an abortion
055. ☑ done something you've regretted
056. ☑ broke a promise
057. ☑ hid a secret
058. ☑ pretended to be happy
059. ☑ met someone who changed your life
060. ☑ pretended to be sick
061. ☑ left the country
062. ☑ tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. ☑ cried over the silliest thing
064. ☐ ran a mile
065. ☐ went to the beach with your best friend
066. ☐ stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating?
Just finised the choco bar xD
068. Drinking?
Water
069. I'm about to?
Work on some fashion design/character design/tattoo design (as always xD)
070. Listening to?
zebrahead "Girlfriend" (yeah, that bitch cover. What's her name again? Ah yeah : Avril =.=)
071. Plans for today/tomorrow?
Still work on my designs
072. Waiting for?
A miracle?

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids?
NO WAY!!!
074. Want to get married?
Depends.
075. Careers in mind?
I don't care as long as it's about Art.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes?
Both xD
077. Shorter or taller?
Taller of course >.<
078. Romantic or spontaneous?
Both
079. Nice stomach or nice arms?
I don't care as long as there are tattoos on them xD
080. Sensitive or loud?
Both again xD
081. Hookup or relationship?
Relashionship
082. Troublemaker or hesitant?
I don't care

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts?
No
084. Ran away from home?
No
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense?
Yes
086. Killed somebody?
Not yet
087. Broken someone's heart?
Yea, often. Last time was last week... *feels guilty*
088. Been arrested?
No
089. Cried when someone died?
Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself?
HELL YEAH!!! xD
091. Miracles?
No, but in my incredible luck: yes for sure. And it's some kind of miracles...
092. Love at first sight?
I think it's the only posible love. If you need some time to "fall in love", it's not love: it's habit.
093. Heaven?
No
094. Santa Claus?
No
095. Sex on the first date?
No
096. Kiss on the first date?
Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
Yes, there is one, only one.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
No, but I just began working on changing this situation, now I know I have what I need for amking my life what I want it to be.
099. Do you believe in God?
Hmm... not in Christian conception of God, no. But I do believe there is something else than what we can see around us. But we just can't be aware of that. Like ants can't be aware of our existence, even if we exist anyway.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
10 volunteers?

Birth month meme

2009-10-16T21:16:28Z

+ Find your birth month and paste it at the top
+ Strike what doesn't apply; highlight what does.
+ Post that and all twelve months under an eljay cut.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

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I havn't stroke anything cause... everything is true xD
Let me explain a bit... (you got it: on internet, I like talking bout myself ;p)

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. (yep, abstract and absural. But so is my inner world :p)
Loves reality and abstract. (In fact...)
Intelligent and clever. (Hmm... am I?)
Changing personality. (Hell Yeah!!! xD I have 2 VERY different personnalities, depends on people I have in front of me and on the situation...)
Attractive. (In fact, I attract people. I suppose it's what you call "charisma")
Sexy. (Well it"s not me to say if it's true or not xD)
Temperamental. (Sure I am: there is latin blood in my vains u.u)
Quiet, shy and humble. (I am, I am. Even if on this blog I don't seem to be humble xD But it's only because here, I can say/write everything I want ^-^)
Honest and loyal. (Those are the values I cherish, yep)
Determined to reach goals. (Who do I have to kill? No big deal u.u)
Loves freedom. (Even more than life itself, freedom is my most important value)
Rebellious when restricted. (Cf. above. If I feel I don't have a choice, not even an illusion of choice, I become REALLY destructive and agressive)
Loves aggressiveness. (Yeah but limited agressiveness. I seriously think Tora must be so damn hot when he is furious ♡ I wish I could see that ;p)
Too sensitive and easily hurt. (Ooooooow yes, and there is no cure for that)
Gets angry really easily but does not show it. (True: people rarelly know when they make me mad)
Dislikes unnecessary things. (Sure, why should i like what I don't need?)
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.(I like beeing center of attention and I like talking to new people, trying to read their body language and understand their behavior. But if you ask me in real life, I'll say "I'm better all alone u.u")
Daring and stubborn. (Kind of, according to what I'm currently planning to do...)
Ambitious. (Cf above xD)
Realizes dreams and hopes. (I hope so. Square Enix, HERE I COME!!!! Fear me, Nomura-san!!! :p)
Sharp. (I am, and I can"t refraining from beeing like that)
Loves entertainment and leisure. (Who doesn't like to have fun????)
Romantic on the inside not outside. (Precisly. I don't accept this part of me yet, so I just hide it. One day, I'll be mature enough to assume that...)
Superstitious and ludicrous. ( Who cares? Cause, like the Chechire cat said: "WE ARE ALL MAD IN HERE @_@")
Spendthrift. (Ok, and so what? =.= I try to work on that u.u)
Tries to learn to show emotions. (Yes... and as always I fail...)

New job !

2009-10-08T20:58:54Z

I gotta new job, dudes!
And what a job!
I'll be posing for a cartoonist ^-^
Without clothes of course...
I always wanted to do that!
Since when I was in Fine-Arts Academy and had to draw human body during drawing lessons, I wanted to try...
Actually, I am really facinated by human's body beauty...
And it's so so so well payed <3
I hope the guy will need me for maaaaaaany sessions ;p
At least 100 hours ;p (to get enough to leave for Japan xD)
All I know is I'll first work 3 days next week, but I don't know yet how many hours, it depends on how fast the dude's drawin'... Hope he'll be soooooooo damn slow ;p

From friday, I'm a model, guys !! <3
(who'd ever think? xD)

Hn? Shyness? No, I don't know that illness, sorry u.u

Ashes...

2009-10-06T21:08:26Z

That's all that's left of nearly a half of our house.
Not that the house is totally destructed, no. It is only inside and only on the right side (including my bedroom T___T).

I'm wicked.
Serisouly.
I got out of the house with my bag and my pets and while watching the flames consuming our beloved little house I got an incredible feeling of power, like if it was me who set the it on fire on purpose. My inner voice was like "burn, baby, BURN!!". My destructive tendencies sometimes scare me... I'm pretty sure the firemen and neighboors were aware of the fact I was looking at our burning house with delight, with was really inappropriate, I know >.<

I don't know why, I can't explain.
I'm not happy with what happened.
You know, this room was the very first thing I payed with the money I earnt by myself, 6 years ago. From wallpaper to furnitures... The wallpaper is to change, some mebles are ruined and there is no more electricity there. Luckily, all my little things like my games, my books, my clothes, all that was far from the fire so it's safe... but even, I feel sad. I love this room, I felt safe there, I felt home. It was the very first room reflecting my personnality and now... it's nothing but a chaos covered by ashes...

By the way, let's talk about that bag I carried with me the whole day. When my Dad told me to get out of the house, I quickly grabbed fiew stuff and pulled them in my bag, without really thinking bout what I 'm taking. Now I'm inside again, everythign calmed down... the temperature is still high and it smells like ash of course, but everything is fine again. So I took a look in this bag and, seriously, I don't understand why I took what I took xD
Just look:

First it's kinda logic: my wallet, my mobile phone (with music and pics), the headphones I bought in Japan... but why did I also take the earphones???? And the Japanese lessons book?? And more curious, why THE FUCK did I took the message one of the guys I met in Japan wrote to help a Roku???? (I didn't even know I was the one who had this sheet of paper :/)
Seriously, I'm clueless about my actions sometimes @.@

Perhaps, my Mom is on holidays in Poland for now, so she didn't knew bout what happened. I sent her a message saying "there are spacemen in da house @.@"... yes cause I wanted to make her laugh so she wouldn't worry xD And I said there were spacemen home cause the firemen were wearing like space suits to get inside our house cause it was really filled with smoke (that much that you just couldn't see anything at all >.<)... it was useless, she worried anyway xD Of course... *sigh* anyway...

So I got back into my room and cleaned as much as I can. Then I turned to my door and saw the poster I pasted on it yesterday:

Scary xD Okay, you won, Phoenix... seriously, for fiew seconds I believed the Phoenix Force was real and that IT burnt my house xD But then something in my mind said "dude, you're in no Marvel comic, 'kay?!" Yes, yes, you're right Mrs Reason >.< It looks like when there is too much emotion, I'm even more into fantasy @.@ Fortunatly, I have a bit of reason and don't let my imagination get over me... I have more difficulties with my destructive tendencies I guess... I'm crazy, I know, no need to comment to tell me that u.u

Yeah... just too much emotions.
I'm so damn tired.
And tomorrow I'll have to clean the rest of the house with my Dad... we got a loooooot of work T_T
*sigh*
Bye for now.

Quartier des écrivains : Most memorable concert

2009-10-01T19:39:38Z

What was the most memorable concert you ever attended? What made it so magical?

View 1501 Answers

Rise Against, last February.
Tim McIlrath was right in front of me and he chose my favorite song to sing his eyes in mine for a whole refrain.
The most intense seconds of my life...

I knew it

2009-09-03T08:46:34Z

That asshole kicked us out.
We have to leave until sunday.
So on sunday night we will probably be homeless T.T
I'm looking hard for a solution, trying to find a new host but the only one who replied is so far... (means the travel is expensive >.<)
And we don't have money for hostels or manga kissaten and so on...

I hate my friend for all these troubles.
I won't ever go anyway with her anymore.
And I Won't ever trust her.

I thought I could rely on her but everytime it's about doing something like that I realise I can only count on myself...

I want my mom T.T

2009-08-30T04:50:56Z

First, the host never showed up.
We finally found him anyway and stayed with him for one week.
But after one week, it appeared that our guy is pervert who wnted to prostitute us >.<
We escaped and found another host.
We are currently safe and got back all our stuff but... it's not perfect yet.
We found out that our new host kicks off people without warning them @,@
This will be fun....

T-------T

Why the fuck have I came this time?
Why did I fight so hard?
Why was I safed one more time in extremis?

Appearently, for nothing but trouble.

*sigh*

He changed so much...

2009-08-25T13:12:16Z

I saw my japanese ex boyfriend.
Luckilly he didn't recognize me >.<
Weird feeling...
I was thinking today that I maybe should't have let him go like that and avoid his proposition...

If I was a bit more evil, I'd be married, unfotunatly, but in Japan for good :/
Looks like I'm maybe not as bad as I think I am.
Because I know I left him to spare him.
He was nicer than Belgian guys you know. Too nice to suffer.

Whatever, past is past.
I bought a pendant with my nickname in Shibuya 109:

I'm Kyuu ^-^
In my punk band I mean, this is my nickname.
This is also why my tattoo is called 'poison no 9'.
Actually, my whole life turns around number 9.
Not really a lucky number, more something like a part of my identity.

Tomorrow we'll be going to Square Enix Shiwcase, yey!
WIll see naked Sephiroth again *.*
xD

Still don't like Akiba :/

2009-08-25T13:04:36Z

But I love 'vie de France' there xD
And this too:

Shoooooooes o

2009-08-25T13:02:36Z

So many and so excentric xD
That is from Shibuya 109

I'm a bag-underwear-shoes addict xD

Back to Harajuku

2009-08-25T12:52:10Z

We saw this cutie:

So fun xD

I was also planning to go to see alice in museum but...
I saw records on Youtube and... well I was so disappointed by the price I payed for my so-far-away-from-the-stage sit that I actually didn't want to pay more for something I could see on internet. I was in "Screw you" mood xD

I took a pic of the place anyway, was cool.

Asakusa again

2009-08-25T12:47:12Z

I love this picture:

And I also loved the top of that shop gallery:

Actually...

2009-08-25T12:44:35Z

... not only humans are allowed to shop in Asakusa

Waaaw .

2009-08-25T12:43:04Z

I always wanted to have something like that...

Why the fuck is it so expensive?!
My only option is to make a selfmade one I suppose...

xD

2009-08-25T12:37:28Z

In Asakusa again, I found something that illustrates pretty well the french expression...

"MON CUL!!"

xD

(click for better view of this piggy's eyes)

Today was Asakusa day!

2009-08-25T12:35:09Z

Not as exciting as the last time, but still really particular.
This time I noticed many Youkai stuff :p

I even found a Kitsune keychain for my cell phone ^-^
Still totally in it!

We already bought so many stuff...

2009-08-25T12:21:17Z

... I don't know if we will be allowed to bring everything back xD
I think that the end of the month will somehow look like that:

Almost orgasmic o

2009-08-25T12:19:00Z

We were in Takeshita dori the day before yesterday and we felt a bit hungry. So we decided to taste those pancakes they are making there.
And you know what?
This is one of the best things I've ever ate *o*
Culinary orgasm DOES exist xD

Mine was with chocolate ice cream, chocolate sauce and whipped cream... DE-LI-CIOUS!!

...

Posting about food now xD
Call me Nao xD

The most weird thing ever xD

2009-08-25T12:15:15Z

This IS my country: because, yes, they know Greg House xD
I wonder how does sound Cuddy vs. House conversations in Japanese...
And I can easylly imagine what type of voice they gave to Cameron... making her even more frustrating >.<

Guitare shop o

2009-08-25T12:12:06Z

We made there more pictures than anywhere else in Shibu xD
I especially love the texture of this one:

It's texture is the same as when I painted Griever, my guitare.
This is how it looked like just before I polished it (except the fact that Griever is white).

And I also found Fernandes Ravelle in other colors:

But my dream is still the Fernandes Ravelle Bass, in white.

Searching for Raison d'être ☆

Devious Journal Entry

ikalenn @ 2009-11-24T00:30:00

Devious Journal Entry

Devious Journal Entry

Devious Journal Entry

Meme

Birth month meme

New job !

Ashes...

Quartier des écrivains : Most memorable concert

I knew it

I want my mom T.T

He changed so much...

Still don't like Akiba :/

Shoooooooes *o*

Back to Harajuku

Asakusa again

Actually...

Waaaw *.*

xD

Today was Asakusa day!

We already bought so many stuff...

Almost orgasmic *o*

The most weird thing ever xD

Guitare shop *o*

Shoooooooes o

Waaaw .

Almost orgasmic o

Guitare shop o